Wednesday, September 14, 2011
10:59 PM
Will It Come True?
Just like the leaves do not know when it will grow and fall to the ground, I also don't know about anything will happen 1 second after this. All is blur and not clear. Then my question is will it come true? Something which I always have and I survive to live on is always appears in myself. Something which I can life happily in this world, something which I feel it always waits for me to touch it and to hold it tightly. Will it become true? Looking back at the past, there are many terrible things happened and made me down, confused, and wanted to suicide. The fact which made me lost my direction and my control made me crazy and couldn't think anymore. Then, I see a hope, a very slight hope that for all I want to, for all I really need and care on will come to me. Although it is very slight but it means to me that I still can catch on. People may consider me as a very lucky person of having good intelligence or something else like that, but if you come to me, you can't or won't imagine how hard it is to be myself.
Sometimes, I give up a hope and I down, suffer, and lose of my mind. It is always happens to me until now. Then, I suddenly realize what I want to be is not what God wants me to be. Not all in this life, I can reach easily. Not all of them, I can rely on others. All depends on me, not I depend on all. Change my life can change the 1 second chance to reach it. What I dream on is far away from me, but I am sure I can! I believe I can and when I hold it, I won't let anyone to grab it and make it far away from me.
Thank to everyone who has made me hold my control and who always cares me.
Cassiopeia ジェジュン ~黄愛美~
Sunday, September 11, 2011
9:36 PM
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Malaysia Truly Asia
Last week, I went to Malaysia, a country near Indonesia with my brother and my mom. Thank God I could go together with all my family. Well, frankly saying, I did not have any expectation about Malaysia as I do not really like Malaysia, but then, yeah, come back to God, I really owe thank to God. Yeah, the journey was so fun as I took a foreign flight, KLM, Royal Dutch Airline, a member of Sky Team. Yuhuy! I will meet so many White People and Foreigners! Yeah, just as like my last Christmas holiday in Thailand and in Singapore which I took Singapore Airlines as my flight Wow! Amazing! The Royal Dutch Airline is so big! In one row, there are 10 seats, one more seat than Singapore Airlines, but it is okay! As far as I can meet foreigners! Hahaha.... It is my pleasure to meet those foreigners!!! Okay, I will tell about my journey to Malaysia.
On the first day, I went to Malaysia at 7 p.m (local time Indonesia) and then arrived in Kuala Lumpur International Airport (KLIA) at 9.30 p.m. (local time Malaysia). Frankly saying, the journey made me tired! You know why cause the flight was on evening! Huff!!! And after that, I had to queue to take the allowance to enter Malaysia. Hahaha..... But then suddenly I had much energy... Hahaha cause there were many Koreans there, yeah not the old man, just boys and girls, but it is okay... Haha... At that time, I wish to see my lovely idol, Hero, but then, yeah, he might be in Japan. Hahaha... So silly ya? Truly saying, there were many White People who were backpackers. Hua.... I can't wait for my cousin invites me to go abroad with backpack! Hahaha.... I hope I will not be sick! Hahaha.... Minutes by minutes, I finally arrived in the officers. I noticed that the officers mostly are Indians. Well, it is common in Malaysia to see Indians there, but for me, it was the first time to see many Indians in the same area with me. And then, I went to Genting Highlands. Genting Highlands was much like Batu; Malang , or Bandung in West Java. Genting Highlands is so cold. I got my nose couldn't breathe normally and my skin was so pale. My skin is too sensitive for cold and hot so I confuse whether to live in a cold country like Korea maybe *_* or a hot country like Indonesia. Huff... So confused.
Okay, I will continue next week!
See ya!
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